What to do with my life?

I don't know why I have to constantly ask myself this question and beat myself up over it. I was just thinking about my current life and it is actually pretty f-ing awesome. I only work 30 hours a week (sometimes less), I get to do a lot of crossword puzzles, I am working on a lot more art, I get to read books, run errands when no one else is out and about and Gian and I are buying a house (as long as our loan goes through). I guess things are a-ok.